Waiting

I'm waiting for you
But I 'm scared
Still I love you
It terrified me

Loving...
Myself, anyone
Terrifying
I don't know why

Maybe...
Cause I was told
That I'm never enough?
But I want to go over it
I'm not a victim
And I'm tired of being like that

Loving myself
Loving you
You
Scare me all
Can't say why

I want to be free
Free of that scared self
Just free
And myself
Not half of it...

Still I'm waiting
For you
I 'm scared
But I want to face it
Looking at that fear
Not going away